Fic: Say Uncle [Supernatural, Dean/Castiel, R]

[vanitashaze]

Technically, I'm supposed to wait for Sunday to do this, but I'm posting this now, because I'm going to be busy studying for IB exams all of tomorrow (*face of supreme distaste*) and who the hell reads their f-list at two minutes to midnight, anyway? If the answer is you: don't speak! I would like to preserve the illusion of me being at least somewhat in compliance of the rules. Though to be honest, I'm wondering why I'm fanfaring this, because OH MY GOD YOU GUYS, THERE ARE SO MANY PROBLEMS WITH THIS FIC. Or at least I think so. (For instance: I can't find a line I like enough to make it the summary. And that never happens.) Maybe I'm too hard on myself? But, uh, yeah. Read and let me know? And that isn't the shameless ploy for fic-readers that you think it is. Honest.

But anyways: for all you Supernatural fen out there, specifically those of the Dean/Castiel preference - reveals are (or soon will be!) up for the Secret Angels III fic exchange! Yay. Even though many of them were... not that great. I wrote for oso_intricate, and it has slightly less of my usual tragedy and despair. Slightly. But it's Supernatural, so angst with a happy ending is like rainbows and puppies.

Basically, this is a story about Castiel learning how to feel, as narrated by Dean, who thinks neither of them can. There's fighting. And apparently 22by7 thinks it's profoundly erotic?


SAY UNCLE.
Supernatural, Dean/Castiel, R. Warnings for brief graphic violence.

( It was a story about Castiel, first and foremost, though Dean and Sam had cameo appearances in it as well. )

Comments

[vanitashaze]

Okay - thanks! I mean, I know that to an extent - hahahaha oh my god reading what I wrote back in 2008, so terrible - but I'm still not sure how I feel about this piece. Maybe it's authorial relation. I associate this piece with painful writing, stumbling, and awkwardness because writing it was painful, stumbling, and awkward writing it - not in a personal way, but in a "I have lost my mojo! And the deadline's coming up! Shit!" way.

But I am worried! Not about English or Anthropology - those exams were, dare I say it, actually rather fun, especially English - but History (all two years of it!) freaks me out. Especially the Cold War. I really detest studying the Cold War, and that seems to be 50% of what we're supposed to be tested on.